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	Yeah yeah, blah. Counters and whatever. :D	profile I am LaiYue / Joanne :D. wishlist ■ Guitar/piano/violin lessons! ■ World peace ■ >" MY MR.RIGHT!! "hahahaaaa~ ■ ~~New Laptop~~ ■ ~~PSP upgraded~~ my Love -My Family- -My Friends- -My Fone- -My Computer- -Love Cat- -I ♥ Myself- -I ♥ Everyone- her song 想念 - Anthony Wen	1718513590897984296 date: Saturday, June 30, 2007 time: 8:50 PM comments: 0 Todae so Happy unlike yesterday..Haha..Todae i spent 4hours 30min in sch painting my final design..So hungry during the time..After our Art lesson ended, jiapei and me we went to eat at Pasta mania..Yummpy..^^ There are 2 guy sitting beside us,and one of them are shaking his leg contantly. Somehow it make us feel like puking..Coz it was so disgusting...Than we started the conversation on : --> Jiapei : Causeway really no Suai ge <-- ( handsome guy ) de lei ME : Ya lor, but suai guy <-- ( Unlucky ) got alot lei.. Jiapei : Ya lor, beside us got 2.. Wahah than the guy beside me look at us, but dare not say anything abt us..But we can see from his expression, he like.....We kept on laughing & continue our conversation..We went to library to talk talk, say out our unhappiness, Share abt our day..And i spent some time to listen to Jiapei..While listening we saw many kind of ppl..some dig their nose..some ppl take the library like play ground, they are playing with the frenz or siblibng i think..than they roll on the floor like nobody business, some talk very loud inside the library while i think is Jiapei & me And some other gerl.. Got one gerl from the way she wear is very weird, she wear a shirt and put on a black leather jacket, she wear a boot and a sock tat normal the adult are wearing the <-- ( don noe how to spell ) Is like very funny to see someone wearing 'the kind of clothing'insidde the library this day..After seeing the way she wear her clothes..we broke into laugher..We just cant stop laughing.. Todae i find it really funny, we met alot of weird ppl..We just can't stop laughing than we laugh for the Whole day.. Forget abt all the unhappiness..We went to the library for abt 4 hours, We spent time chit chatting..But well, it was fun to pretend reading when the Staff of the library walk pass us.. At least i can forget abt all the unhappiness stuff i had....BUT ANYWAY I WAS ENGAGED TO JIAPEI.. She was too sad le..So she GAI HANG TO BE LESBIAN LIAO.. <-- ( kidding ) WE BOUGHT A FRENZSHIP RING..FOR GODNESS SAKE We are Normal.. comment? 3200863778939207929 date: Friday, June 29, 2007 time: 6:01 PM comments: 1 不要因为害怕失败而放弃拥有的权利，更不要应为失败了，而丧失奋斗的勇气。加油，你行的！！ Now days very busy..i also don't have any time to do my own things..Recently i feel that i have some distance from my frenz..Maybe is the communication..We started not talking..I don noe what is she thinking, the way she look at me doesnt look right..I don't know why i was feeling this, it's so uncomfortable..Haix..Ppl do change, maybe she started not to talk to me liao..which i had no ideas why..Or izzit I was the one who think too much..Anyway I Just dislike the kind of feeling, i don understand why people would change of a sudden, i have just many thing i don understand, and i also don wanna understand..<>.. But Thank God there's still frenzs are are still concerning abt me, N who stand by me to support me, they are willing to listen the things i tell them, also they are willing to spend time with me, talk to me. At least i feel much more better than before..Thank to them ( YiPing, JiaPei, Li Ting, Xiu Wei.) I am really glad that are There for me..Now i Noe Who the Truth Frenz who are there for me, at least i can see from now..Truth frenz are the one who will always be there for you no matter what happen,They will believe in what u say, Always standing by Ur side..... Haix..I'm stress with my Art final design, As Ms Yong is taking the pregnant leave<---( Don noe wat tat call ) around August...Than we will be left alone to finish up our painting...So Our class is rushing with time..In order to finish as earlier as possible, without her guide we will be on our own, so to prevent this from happening...It is better for us to finish all our design before Ms Yong is Leaving.....Than we can paint all by ourself.. And i guess that this Yrs for my 'O' Level i won't be able to Get a A1 like last yrs..I Think i also gt the problem of getting a A2..Very very stress!! OMG..As this yrs the standard is not like before..Well, I guess it is quite difficult to get a distintion.. HEY PPL WISH ME GOOD LUCK FOR MY COMING 'O' LEVEL EXAMINATION.. comment? 2189878095155917730 date: Monday, June 25, 2007 time: 6:22 PM comments: 0 God Loves A girl went to a party and she ended up staying longer than planned, and had to walk home alone. She wasn't afraid because it was a small town and she lived only a few blocks away.As she walked along under the tall elm trees, Diane asked God to keep her safe from harm and danger. When she reached the alley, which was a short cut to her house, she decided to take it.However, halfway down the alley she noticed a man standing at the end as though he were waiting for her. She became uneasy and began to pray, asking for God's protection.Instantly a comforting feeling of quietness and security wrapped round her, she felt as though someone was walking with her. When she reached the end of the alley, she walked right past the man and arrived home safely.The following day, she read in the newspaper that a young girl had been raped in the same alley just twenty minutes after she had been there.Feeling overwhelmed by this tragedy and the fact that it could have been her,she began to weep.Thanking the Lord for her safety and to help this young woman, she decided to go to the policestation. She felt she could recognize the man, so she told them her story.The police asked her if she would be willing to look at a line up to see if she could identify him.She agreed and immediately pointed out the man she had seen in the alley the night before.When the man was told he had been identified, he immediately broke down and confessed.The officer thanked Diane for her bravery and asked if there was anything they could do for her. She asked if they would ask the man one question.Diane was curious as to why he had not attacked her.When the policeman asked him, hea nswered, "Because she wasn't alone. She had two tall men walking on eitherside of her."Amazingly, whether you believe or not,you're never alone. PS: God is always there in your heartand loves you no matter what. " comment? 8162633019246135012 date: Tuesday, June 19, 2007 time: 7:03 PM comments: 0 True love story 小時候坐爸爸開的車~~長大..坐男朋友開的車.覺得很幸福..很快樂...台北的公車..台北的捷運對我來說.. 只是一個名詞..我從來不用擔心我的交通.不論上班下班.逛街回老家.我都是他接送的. 我真的覺得很幸福..他說車子是大老婆.我是小老婆..記得當時我還吃醋..他笑著說沒有車車這樣載你. 你怎麼皮膚這麼白.你怎麼都不用擔心風吹雨淋...所以我跟他一起愛上車了....18歲那一年... 他說.貝~去考駕照吧..我說為什麼..他說可以拿來抵扣紅單阿..我說不要~~他說.. 其實.假如有一天我沒辦法再接送妳時..妳一定要學著獨立.學會自己開車.自己照顧自己. 你用永遠也不會丟下我..接送我是你一輩子的責任..可是..被他逼著~我還是學會了開車.當我10分鐘路考全過時..考到了駕照了..他覺得照顧．接送女友．是男人都要做責任．.我喜歡搜集香水．他每２個月送一罐香水給我．．我們在朋友們的眼中是這麼的幸福．９年來始終如一日．．．我們都沒有變心過．也許有爭吵．也許也會為了小事生氣．但我們．真的真的很愛對方．這麼相愛．我想連上天都會妒嫉吧．．他向我求婚了。就在我們拍完婚紗照．準備過完年結婚時．．我們答應了朋友的邀約一起去小硫球玩．他笑著說．我們先渡蜜月．帥吧．．我們因為相愛而結婚，結婚前又剛好懷孕，一切都是這麼的美好，美的讓我覺得很像做夢般，很怕醒來就不見… 那天~~~~在上路之前他說，繫好安全帶…不要傷到我兒子…還用一件外套蓋著我得肚子，再繫上安全帶……不久車子突然暴衝，前面又突然切出一輛車，他閃避不及，方向盤往右拉..，車子失控，撞上分隔島，再彈出來，…. 後面的車又追撞上來就翻車了…我們車頂朝下..在地上滑行約100公尺，我看著地上，鋼板摩擦地面，擦出火花，玻璃火花~都往我的臉飛過來… 嘴裡，想喊他的名字，卻怎麼也發不出聲音，碰的一聲，車撞回分隔島終於停了下來…車子在極大的碰撞下.之後….終於停了下來~~~有坐過360度的嚇嚇叫嗎?在到最頂端的時候，人會懸在半空中，屁股離開椅子，只靠著安全扣，固定著，當時我就是這樣被吊在位子上，我想出聲喊他，但是胸懷的安全帶勒的緊緊的，好痛好痛，只能微微的發出一點聲音，老公~救我…貝!!!沒事吧~他一邊說一邊伸出手來握著我的手，好痛~~~~不怕不怕~我在這邊…… 他把我的安全帶鬆開，因為是倒吊著的關係，安全帶一鬆開我的腳就跪在滿是碎玻璃車頂上啊~好痛……他握住我的手，我看著他用力的踢著車門，但是門都變型了，當然沒法開，他改踹玻璃，玻璃一下就被他踹破，他先爬了出去，因為我的腳早已沒力，他伸出手把我拖了出去，一出車子，他立刻扶我站起來，往安全的地方走，握著他的手，我感覺的到他也在發抖，我也在發抖，我肚子好痛………他馬上扶我坐在路邊，肚子痛~~很痛嗎??他擔心的用手摸著我得肚子，等等唷~救護車馬上來…他緊緊把我抱在懷中…，警察不久知後，趕到，有傷者嗎?警察大聲的問有…我老婆懷孕了，她肚子很痛，快救她，快…… 等救護車的過程中，我的肚子越來越痛，他一直握著我不停的說，沒事的，你們都會沒事的，看著他蒼白，擔心的臉，我努力的咬緊牙根，對他點點頭，給他一個虛弱的微笑，救護車一到，他把我抱上擔架床上，自己也一起上了救護車，一路上緊握著我的手，他的手都沒放開過，但是一進手術室，護士說對他說，你不能進去，他才放手，我看著他，他看著我，一定沒事的，貝!你一定沒事的這是他在我盡手術室時他跟我說的最後一句話，不知道為什麼，我覺得很害怕，比剛剛翻車時更害怕，當醫生，在檢查之後，他告訴我，妳已經流產了，我還來不及說什麼，麻藥就打進我身體，後來，我就不醒人事..... 當我醒來後，貝~貝~~~耳邊傳來…一個女人的聲音，我睜開眼，看見是他姊姊，姊姊~~阿仁勒?我看了看周圍，他姊姊哭著說…快走~~他快不行了…他在等妳…快去看他……她姊姊把我扶起來坐在輪椅上……我愣了一下……誰快不行了…姊你說什麼…阿仁快不行了…他胸腔破裂..肺部大量出血…快不行了…一直吐血…他在等妳…快去看他………我一句話也說不出來……一到加護病房，他父母都已經在一旁，傷心難過的哭………我一過去他身邊….我真的不敢相信..我眼前的事實……………他的鼻孔插著管子…嘴角不斷的流血…牽起了他的手…老公..老公……不要嚇我..不要嚇我…他聽到我的聲音.睜開眼睛，他也回握著我的手…對不起…貝!!我沒有保護好你跟寶寶…對不起………不要..沒有…不是你的錯..你不要這樣說……貝!!對不起~~我撐不住了，沒辦法再照顧妳……妳一定要乖乖的…活著，我們改約下輩子再在一起，我再補償妳，他痛苦的說這句話時，我的心都快碎了，我不要!!你說你要載我一輩子的，你答應我永遠不會拋棄我的，洪富仁，你說話要算話，不能丟下我…………你給我起來!!老婆~~對不起~~~~~~~~~!!我…愛……你………這一句話就是他留給我了最後一句……………後來，我問醫院的醫生…醫生說他根本是用意志力在支撐，因為他根本沒有繫安全帶，撞擊時，胸口猛烈的撞到方向盤，肋骨斷裂刺入肺部，其實他當然應該是痛的不行，但是他撐著，還抱我上擔架，還一路上陪我到醫院，直到我盡手術室他才吐血，昏倒在地上，我知道，他只是要我不要擔心他，他只希望我們的孩子留住……雖然他以前都會罵我，他做錯事從不道歉，但是我知道，真的知道……他有多愛我…………(完) comment? 5440966100812071142 date: time: 6:06 PM comments: 0 Feeling much more better todae..Try not to think tat much..I went for the study camp todae..We are inside the AvA room doing our self-study..While doing the revision, many of us start talking..haha^^..I promise to accompany Michelle to Woodland stadium Gym.. So we left at 12plus, So we when there for exercise..CUT DOWN ON CALORIES!!It Was Very Very Tiring..But it was fun2..As Both of us are chatting together while doing on exercise..I meet my primary school frenz there..we chat for awhile, coz Michelle & i are preparing to go off, so surprise to meet my frenz down there...Chelle & I plan to go to Causeway food court for our lunch..Before going to Causeway, we went to the toilet 1st..On the way there, something caught our eye..wahaha..we squat down there like kids...We are NO. 1 comment? 6341786379351256035 date: time: 12:23 AM comments: 0 THose day i wonder why? or izzit i think too much..I feel like frenz like have no more commication le..Just have this kind of feeling..like everybody is puttin a different face infront of u..playing trick with u.. i don noe...like many thing cant believe..than i feel like ppl tat are beside u don noe still can be trust anot..hai..tat kind of feeling,i am feeling terriblee..ppl r like that they will do things 2 hurt u to benefit themselves. they don care whether they will hurt u a not..N the ugly side of human. .But i think sometimes this thing r within our control izit? i just wonder...or izzit mayb they wan to have a moment of winning..but forget abt the reality.???? they will hurt u for the benefit of themselves.. i just wondering wat if everybody leave me for their benefit..wat would i do?? I am really sick and tired..But thank god ther still some true frenz standing there for me..AT least i noe wat they are thinking..Hope so..( thank for those who concern and care abt me..I m really grateful..At least when i nid someone there, they are alway there for me..) I appreciate..Thanks comment? 4559561644571789650 date: Tuesday, June 12, 2007 time: 6:32 PM comments: 0 Yesterday..During the transfering of Final design to the board..Syhair and his frenz ( don noe how to spell the name ) was playing in the computer lab when Ms yong was not around..haha..the frenz was sitting on top of syhair, than he was whacking syhair buttok, syhair was sreaming and shouting as though he was beening molest..The frenz fall from syhair back...Both of them were screaming and shouting, when Ms yong was about to enter the room, they act as though like nothing has happen, and cintinue with the Final design drawing...A Excellent actor.. comment? 8172056442981252904 date: Monday, June 11, 2007 time: 9:57 PM comments: 0 Todae ms yong release us go earlier.. So Asqhiah, santha, jiapei & me we decided to go Mcdonald's to have our breakfast..Jia pei and asqhiah order Big breajfast, while santha and i order the Omleatte cheese Ham... After the chatting, we finished our breakfast, u saw some unuse sugar and milk power,left over curry sauge, chilly sauge,We decided to play wif it...All of Us were mixing milk power and sugar inside the curry sauge than we added the big breakfast salt and pepper together in it..We added coffee into also..It wwas Really darm disgusting..whahaah...Asqhiah was stirring the ''Thing'' with the stirrer...Omg..We took some pic.. comment? 2183852438758947621 date: Wednesday, June 6, 2007 time: 3:37 PM comments: 0 Todae is a funny day..Haha..First When we are doing our art in the computer lab ( e we refer to me & jiapei ) than while both of us are busying doing our art final layout.... Jiapei was talking to ridlwan and ridlwan was sitting on the floor, of course i cant c where ridlwan was..so i thought jia pei was talkin to herself, Than she started to scold ''shut up'' & ''U go die la'' i was wondering is she scolding the copmputer? Than she got worse..She started to shout loudly!??!! I was thinkinh wat the?? ( >.< ??) I finally ask her, who are u talking to? she looked very surprise, than she point to the direction arcoss her...I finally noe who she is talking to.. Second when i was typing the blogspot, Afham came, and i was typing the blog, he say my typing is as though playing piano..The way he acted to copy my typing was funny...He is over reacted.. comment? 6518378567572887050 date: Monday, June 4, 2007 time: 3:48 PM comments: 0 Guess Where I Am.. i'm in school..doing my art layout1..it is go boring there..Arghh..Teacher is not feeling good todae..But she still trt her best to teach us..haha^^I take a few hour to complete my layout..As can see on the right...!! <----My Art layout1 Completed!! Also With the help of MS. Yong.. She is gd teacher, but she look like she is having a bad mood...whaha..butshe help me alot.. (of course the drawing is done my myself..) hehex.. 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